Hmm…it’s new years eve. In less than two hours it will be 2009. 2008 seemed to flash by in a blur, right? It seems like it was just yesterday that I was getting ready to go to Jons house and party it up with my best friend, Fran, my girlfriend, Brittany, and my favorite bunny lovin’ buddy, Jenny. Last new years eve was awesome. It was my first time just doing whatever and partying. I didn’t stay home with my family, nor did I go to someone’s house and just chill.
January: the only thing that sticks out in my mind from January 2008 was Hairspray. Brittany got us tickets for Christmas and it was my favorite gift ever. I loved that show. So much.
February: the second month was the Spice Girls concert. Fran and I went to see our favorite British girl band in the world. Nothing will compete with that…maybe not even Britney Spears’s concert this march.
March: march was march. That was it.
April: Jenny’s birthday. Sleepovers, and lovin.
May: may. May may may. What happened in may? I don’t remember *shifty eyes* um…the end of classes and the start of summer break.
June: birthday week. Car stereo, going to a bar for the first time, the start of the best summer.
July: Six flags! Taking Brittany to the city for her interview with the police academy and walking around and riding the subways for the first time with bffl. Meeting family, drinking, laying around and doing nothing.
August: I cut my hair. Everything started to change. New semester, Brittany started the academy, Fran got a new roommate, Jen stopped working at KB as much, but life was still good.
September: started getting discounts on hairdye again (thanks Bffl), skipping class to go to the mall.
October: Halloween, distance, parties, hospital, change.
November: November, fuck November. Thanksgiving, black Friday, heart break. Then it all went still.
December: here I am, sitting at Frans dinning room table, on my laptop that I just got for Christmas…Christmas that just passed but doesn’t feel like it. New years is a blur. I’m stuck in the past. I can’t remember what’s been happening. KB is closing. The economy sucks. I dropped out of school. I don’t know what to do. I’m the third wheel for one in my life, and I’ll do anything to numb that feeling. I’m never home; I’m always working, or out, or thinking. This year needs to end, and so does the next one (because we all know 2009 will be a bad year). Let’s go back to December 31st 2007, and wake up January 1st, 2010. Thanks.
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Too many street lights.
Today. Today was pretty freaking cool. My brothers had hockey practice, so I was able to sleep in fo real real. Like one oclock real. I woke up and called my poppy because it was his birthday. I got dressed, and was going to go to the park, but decided, after driving there, that I didn’t want to, so I drove home, got changed, and drove over to my nanny and poppys house.
Before going there I stopped at shop rite and picked up a carvel ice cream cake, and some candles. My nanny, poppy, and I went to chilis for dinner and I got really really good chicken tacos. Like REALLY good. Maybe my new favorite dish there. After dinner, we ate cake (which I recorded on my webcam for fun), then I hung out with them for a while.
Next I went to Best buy and bought The Office: season four. Jen and I decided that we were going to hang out and I was going to give her her gifts. So I went home, cleaned my room a bit, and then Jenny came on over.
For Christmas I published one of Jens books, and I think she really liked it ^_^ I mean, she was speachless…which is more of a response than I thought of. I’m really glad she was happy with it. I also threw in The House Bunny because it was such a good movie.
Next we went to Starbucks, and got yummy fraps and then I curled her hair with her new curling iron which comes with its own glove because that’s how hot it gets…seriously. I could feel the heat even with the glove on.
We talked a bit and then decided we wanted to have a sleepover…I believe the conversation went like this:
Jen: Andrew, I wish you were a girl, so we can have sleepovers
Me: please jen, like I haven’t had a girl sleep over before
Jen: I’m not allowed to sleep over boys houses…
Me: but how come you can sleep over jons?
Jen: because my mom knows I’m fucking him
*laughs*
Me: so tell her you’re sleeping over Frans…or we can sleep at Frans
Then we drove over to Frans, without telling her we were sleeping over…*giggle*
At Frans we wanted to stay up and talk and work on the webshow we want to start, but we played Singstar instead…for like three hours…
Now I’m laying on the couch in the basement, and jens on the air mattress probably hating me right now for typing because she needs to get up in like three and a half hours…so I guess I’ll go now…
Peace.
the way you walk,
the way you talk,
the way you say my name its beautiful,
wonderful dont u ever change
Before going there I stopped at shop rite and picked up a carvel ice cream cake, and some candles. My nanny, poppy, and I went to chilis for dinner and I got really really good chicken tacos. Like REALLY good. Maybe my new favorite dish there. After dinner, we ate cake (which I recorded on my webcam for fun), then I hung out with them for a while.
Next I went to Best buy and bought The Office: season four. Jen and I decided that we were going to hang out and I was going to give her her gifts. So I went home, cleaned my room a bit, and then Jenny came on over.
For Christmas I published one of Jens books, and I think she really liked it ^_^ I mean, she was speachless…which is more of a response than I thought of. I’m really glad she was happy with it. I also threw in The House Bunny because it was such a good movie.
Next we went to Starbucks, and got yummy fraps and then I curled her hair with her new curling iron which comes with its own glove because that’s how hot it gets…seriously. I could feel the heat even with the glove on.
We talked a bit and then decided we wanted to have a sleepover…I believe the conversation went like this:
Jen: Andrew, I wish you were a girl, so we can have sleepovers
Me: please jen, like I haven’t had a girl sleep over before
Jen: I’m not allowed to sleep over boys houses…
Me: but how come you can sleep over jons?
Jen: because my mom knows I’m fucking him
*laughs*
Me: so tell her you’re sleeping over Frans…or we can sleep at Frans
Then we drove over to Frans, without telling her we were sleeping over…*giggle*
At Frans we wanted to stay up and talk and work on the webshow we want to start, but we played Singstar instead…for like three hours…
Now I’m laying on the couch in the basement, and jens on the air mattress probably hating me right now for typing because she needs to get up in like three and a half hours…so I guess I’ll go now…
Peace.
the way you walk,
the way you talk,
the way you say my name its beautiful,
wonderful dont u ever change
Sunday, December 28, 2008
When did you become a Robocop?
I had a really good day. I woke up, didn’t have a hangover, and then went to work. Work was dead, so I drew most of my shift. After work I went out with Sam. She’s never been to the Outback, so I took her there. While there we talked. Like really talked and my level of respect for her increased tremendously. Sam is one of those people that you can tell anything to, and you know she won’t judge you no matter what. And she’s one of those people that can tell you anything and you still have the same outlook on her. After Outback we went back to her house and played Life: twist and turn edition. That game is sooo awesome! It’s all electronic so there is no money; you have a visa card. I need that game. I really want to start having game nights. I think it would be really fun. Like twice a month everyone gets together and plays a board game. That would be really cool.
Anyway, I want to start a web show. About what? I don’t know, but I think it would be fun to just record myself and see what people think about it. Of course I wouldn’t be alone; Fran and Jenny (and whoever wants to help) will be on it too. I think that Jen can record herself singing and then we can post it on youtube and then we’ll all get famous ^_^
That’s about it. Peace.
Stop...drop...roll...pop bitch I'm cold....
I Ain't used to being told stop
So I could never be your robot
Anyway, I want to start a web show. About what? I don’t know, but I think it would be fun to just record myself and see what people think about it. Of course I wouldn’t be alone; Fran and Jenny (and whoever wants to help) will be on it too. I think that Jen can record herself singing and then we can post it on youtube and then we’ll all get famous ^_^
That’s about it. Peace.
Stop...drop...roll...pop bitch I'm cold....
I Ain't used to being told stop
So I could never be your robot
Saturday, December 27, 2008
Outragous when i';m at a party!
i am a few things:
1)drunk
2)lonely
3)horny (but you didn't need to know that)
4)amazing
5)sexy
6)adorable
7)adorqable
8)crazy
9)ready to play Singstar
10)Drunk.
11)happy
12)texting Angie
13)Fraqn and Ryan are habing sex upstairs right now
14) i'm in the basement waiting for Bffl because we;re going to play singstar
15)going to regret posting this tomorrow morning....
...speaking of which; I have work tomorrow from 12-5. lalala.
I miss having someone to cuddle with. i miss cuddles.
blah.
peace out.
1)drunk
2)lonely
3)horny (but you didn't need to know that)
4)amazing
5)sexy
6)adorable
7)adorqable
8)crazy
9)ready to play Singstar
10)Drunk.
11)happy
12)texting Angie
13)Fraqn and Ryan are habing sex upstairs right now
14) i'm in the basement waiting for Bffl because we;re going to play singstar
15)going to regret posting this tomorrow morning....
...speaking of which; I have work tomorrow from 12-5. lalala.
I miss having someone to cuddle with. i miss cuddles.
blah.
peace out.
burn burn burn, baby burn.
i have off. on a saturday. weird, huh? i don't know what to do with myself. i think i want to get another tattoo today, but i don't want to spend money (tehe). i really should go to the bank because i have a check i have to deposit, and the bank closes in 40 minutes, and if i don't go today i have to wait til monday...eek. i should get dressed and go, but my bed is really comfortable. i'm sitting in bed with Joanie (my laptop), and we're just chillin.
i had a weird dream last night/this morning. i dreamed that i stole a car and was being chased my the police, and i drove the car into an adult shop to hide, and somehow they found me...then i made "friends" with them, and i went to a piercing place to get my penis pierced (which is something i might do...one day, but it's another one of those "i don't know" things).
then i drove to some one's house and talked to them for a little then got kicked out because i was "unwelcome there" but my dad was there because he and his friend was hunting on their lawn. fucking crazy, huh?
anyway, Christmas was two days ago. i had fun, but i wished that i had something else to do. Christmas here is always the same, and it would have been nice not to be home, but at someone elses house. i got my laptop, and money, and new bed sheets, and cologne, and The house bunny dvd, and um...an awesome robot lamp from Fran, and a new sketchbook, and markers, and a few gift cards and such.
Iiiight, i really should get to the bank *sulk*. peace out.
so watch me strike a match
on all my wasted time
as far as i'm concerned
you're just another picture to burn
i had a weird dream last night/this morning. i dreamed that i stole a car and was being chased my the police, and i drove the car into an adult shop to hide, and somehow they found me...then i made "friends" with them, and i went to a piercing place to get my penis pierced (which is something i might do...one day, but it's another one of those "i don't know" things).
then i drove to some one's house and talked to them for a little then got kicked out because i was "unwelcome there" but my dad was there because he and his friend was hunting on their lawn. fucking crazy, huh?
anyway, Christmas was two days ago. i had fun, but i wished that i had something else to do. Christmas here is always the same, and it would have been nice not to be home, but at someone elses house. i got my laptop, and money, and new bed sheets, and cologne, and The house bunny dvd, and um...an awesome robot lamp from Fran, and a new sketchbook, and markers, and a few gift cards and such.
Iiiight, i really should get to the bank *sulk*. peace out.
so watch me strike a match
on all my wasted time
as far as i'm concerned
you're just another picture to burn
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
I almost didn't notice all the roses.
I cannot believe that it is Christmas eve. It does not feel like it at all. I’m seriously like “wooah”
Shopping is a therapy for me. Seriously. I always feel better after I spend money. Tonight, after work I went to target. I bought myself:
-two Taylor swift Cds
-a t shirt
-two lamps
-a small silver bedside lamp with a white shade (that I might draw on)
-a tall, black stand up lamp with three heads.
-bottled waters
-a new feather pillow
-orange sheets
-blue sheets
-a brown bed skirt
-car air fresheners
-face wash
-deodorant
-100 calorie packs
-cheetos
-chex mix
-gum
-peach detox tea
I think that’s it. I spent $200 and I felt really good. Sometimes I feel guilty for spending money, but not tonight. I felt really really happy. When I got home I cleaned my room, remade my bed (with blue sheets) and am going to use my new pillow tonight. I needed a change. My old sheets and pillows were…old, and boring, and dull.
^_^ I love me.
Shopping is a therapy for me. Seriously. I always feel better after I spend money. Tonight, after work I went to target. I bought myself:
-two Taylor swift Cds
-a t shirt
-two lamps
-a small silver bedside lamp with a white shade (that I might draw on)
-a tall, black stand up lamp with three heads.
-bottled waters
-a new feather pillow
-orange sheets
-blue sheets
-a brown bed skirt
-car air fresheners
-face wash
-deodorant
-100 calorie packs
-cheetos
-chex mix
-gum
-peach detox tea
I think that’s it. I spent $200 and I felt really good. Sometimes I feel guilty for spending money, but not tonight. I felt really really happy. When I got home I cleaned my room, remade my bed (with blue sheets) and am going to use my new pillow tonight. I needed a change. My old sheets and pillows were…old, and boring, and dull.
^_^ I love me.
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