Saturday, August 15, 2009

Heeey all. God, it's been ages since I posted a blog, eh? Well this is because of two things: my laptop charger broke so I haven't been on my computer in like, forever and because I haven't had anything so exciting happen in my life that I needed to blog about it.
Right now I am laying in bed. It is 3 in the morning and I have work In 4 hours. Color me insomniac.
What's been new with my life? Hmmm...I woke up to a bee stingging me the other day and my finger still hurts. I'm moving up to full time at my job. My car has been broken for the past month, and I am extremely confused about...things.
I've kind of been in a rut lately. I just feel...I dunno, bleh? It's funny how sometimes everything else around you is going great, but the one part you want to be great is kind of lack luster. I'm getting to that point where I'm jealous of reading about relationships. I just don't understand why it doesn't happen to me. I mean comeon, I'm a great guy, I should be able to bag *someone* right? I don't consider myself ugly, and no matter what I lead on, I don't consider myself extremly goodlooking either. Sometimes, while ringing people up I get jealous of the way some or them look. Anyone who knows me can tell you I am a confedent person, I just...dunno don't measure up to other people? I'm probably one of those people who finds love late in life and will be happy and all that bullshit, but can't someone throw a little lovin my way now too? And I don't even mean anything sexual (even though I
extremely sex deprived) I mean love. I keep reading all these stupid fanfiction and I'm actually jealous of them. Fml.

In other, less depressing news, Brittany and I are in the middle of this Harry potter drawing war which I think I can proudly say that I am beating her ass in (this is due to my ability to whip out drawings like there's no tomorrow...and because she has anactual job) noneoftheless, I think it's safe to say I'm winning.

I just got a weird craving for oatmeal. Fucking strange. I should probably try to get *some* sleep, shouldn't I?